Like the memoirs of a day,
I welcome these winds;
like your breath,
I breathe this night, every day.
And like the night that comes every day,
I come with the hope of you;
and like the silent whispering of love at night,
I love you, each day.
Like the memoirs of a day,
I welcome these winds;
like your breath,
I breathe this night, every day.
And like the night that comes every day,
I come with the hope of you;
and like the silent whispering of love at night,
I love you, each day.
I fly to the sky,
and pass my dread aside;
I walk upon the cloud,
and find you by my side…
I open my arms,
hold her eyes, and cry;
she whispers nothing new,
but I hold her tighter still.
I dive to the ground,
and lose her now;
I pray for her to come with me,
but the goddess has her refusal.
I cross my heart and weep alone…
but she never comes to see me by;
time goes, and her love with it —
yet I am still here, to see her by my side.
She looks around, and flies away;
out of her wings, she brings her memories;
through a day and a night, she murmurs —
like a walking shadow, she lives each day…
Before the moon dwells, before the sun rises,
I watch the shore after night;
glimmering in the shadow of light,
wherever my eyes rush — to you.
And I keep on talking to you, until
you wake up in the light of the sun;
and I find you everywhere,
but I am never going to stop it,
till I am in your arms, and out of the existence-race.
And the raindrops keep on falling on my head…
and I am lost in you — my mother, nature.
Silence all around,
when the birds aren’t chirping aloud;
I come by, then, at the time
when you reach the height of evening.
Utter a sincere lie,
and lay yourself down in the town,
where there is no one around,
and darkness reaches the height of evening.
You come, surrendering to the soul,
gripped by a differential thought;
you whisper a name, but no one knows —
in the silence of the evening, and its height…
Far from the shadow of yesterday,
a haze of a new day, and a dawn of fate;
with the beautiful memories of you,
I wonder at this life again.
Beneath the pillow of dreams,
under the hope of an endless sky,
I gaze through the eyes of the present —
I welcome this life again.
Thorns of desire, and the pale;
flowers of love, and of hate;
and with time, you smile —
I love this life again.
Endless is my way, my journey;
speechless, the thoughts of mine;
and with one glance of yours one day,
I contemplate this life again…
Into the surrey of the day,
you welcomed not my silence;
with the end, it starts again and again —
I am lost in this life again…
Secretly, in the span of time,
the worthless seems so worth again;
and with the final words of the way,
and with you, I wonder at this life again…
Another day, and I will shed my way;
travellers, the innocent, are my blood’s target.
I may live or die, but it traces out my existence —
the secret I keep locked away, in this battle of the mind.
Words are my sword, and sorrow my blood,
heir of a royal bloodline, wasted in surrender;
you may see no more death in the world,
but the soul-ripper has its own way…
I could never stand beneath the words of love;
we may travel all this world alone,
battling the present for the despair of one past,
fuelling a battle of the mind, every second.
I am walking down memory lane,
the one I met first, but never last;
still deep in every lonely day,
lost deeper, and remembering all the way…
Retrospective, travelling this time —
the one in my worst, and forever;
friend, or beloved — but the one;
and whether I lost or won, still the last one…
Drifting through one more memory,
I wanted, but never the way;
and I wondered, long, for one,
and ended up with a lost beloved…
All the way through this journey,
one has been there, all the way;
once a friend, a beloved, a friend again —
but the start, and the end, with me.
Beneath the moon, up in the sky,
the wind is blowing, high tide;
I fear not the losing —
I am travelling with time.
Morning with light, morning with a smile,
morning of freedom, morning of cessation;
though not always morning —
sometimes a morning at the mourning of a lost one,
the mourning of what is left behind.
But this mourning is better than a morning
without oneself, lost in the darkness of last night.
Once in a while in the day,
filled with love and life,
yes — it came to start,
with the end of the line of desire,
but the long way to another time.
I guess it wasn’t the right choice;
I wondered through dusk and dawn,
with eyes filled with hope and love,
but the dew of a shack,
and the shame of neglect,
answered only the shadow of time.
And yet the end came with a “yes,”
and I wondered all the dark night;
but the answer came with the truth of none,
and again I wondered, of hate and love —
the beautiful moments of life…
not with the one I got,
but with the one I lost long ago,
in that one moment of love.